msg_nq020403f

1 nq020403_msg0001 eY1 0x8100 0x4081 0x430 126 Husks...
2 nq020403_msg0002 1 0x8100 0x4081 0x430 126 Let's send them off together.
3 nq020403_msg0003 eY1 0x8100 0x4081 0x430 126 I wonder... What were these people thinking,
when they realized they were dying?
4 nq020403_msg0004 eY1 0x8100 0x4081 0x430 126 I wonder if they wanted to
carry on living...
5 nq020403_msg0005 eY1 0x8100 0x4081 0x430 126 ...or if they were relieved that it meant
they didn't have to fight any more...
6 nq020403_msg0006 1 0x8100 0x4081 0x430 126 ...It might be neither of those things.
Could be something completely different.
7 nq020403_msg0007 eY1 0x8100 0x4081 0x430 126 I feel like...I have no idea what to do...
8 nq020403_msg0008 eY1 0x8100 0x4081 0x430 126 I want to empathize with them, but it feels
like my melody just rings hollow...
9 nq020403_msg0009 eY1 0x8100 0x4081 0x430 126 The more people I send off...
the emptier I feel inside...
10 nq020403_msg0010 1 0x8100 0x4081 0x430 126 ...If it's how you feel,
then it's how you feel.
No one can argue with that.
11 nq020403_msg0011 eY1 0x8100 0x4081 0x430 126 I'm so sorry... I feel like I barely
understand anything at all...
12 nq020403_msg0012 bY1 0x8100 0x4081 0x430 126 Schoon...
13 nq020403_msg0013 1 0x8100 0x4081 0x430 126 It's all right. We'll take it slow.
If you feel anything else, at any
point, just let me know, OK?
14 nq020403_msg0014 eY1 0x8100 0x4081 0x430 126 ...OK.
15 nq020403_msg0101 eY1 0x8100 0x4081 0x430 126 ...It always used to feel like
a proper send off before.
16 nq020403_msg0102 eY1 0x8100 0x4081 0x430 126 I never had doubts like this
when Miclan was still around...
17 nq020403_msg0103 1 0x8100 0x4081 0x430 126 ...Ah, right. Agnian off-seers
play in pairs, don't they?
18 nq020403_msg0104 eY1 0x8100 0x4081 0x430 126 Yes... Miclan was my partner.
19 nq020403_msg0105 eY1 0x8100 0x4081 0x430 126 He went to fight in Alfeto Valley,
though, and since then, he...
20 nq020403_msg0106 1 0x8100 0x4081 0x430 126 ...Ah, I see.
21 nq020403_msg0107 eY1 0x8100 0x4081 0x430 126 ...So I guess I'll have to be an
off-seer on my own from now on.
22 nq020403_msg0108 eY1 0x8100 0x4081 0x430 126 But just the thought of that makes my
mind go blank... Like I don't get what
the point is, of any of it...
23 nq020403_msg0109 eY1 0x8100 0x4081 0x430 126 I never gave off-seeing a proper
thought to begin with...
24 nq020403_msg0110 eY1 0x8100 0x4081 0x430 126 I just left it all to Miclan to take care of...
25 nq020403_msg0111 1 0x8100 0x4081 0x430 126 I don't know if this will alleviate
your worries or not, but...
26 nq020403_msg0112 1 0x8100 0x4081 0x430 126 How about rather than thinking about how
you *should* send them off, you try
thinking about how you *want* to do it?
27 nq020403_msg0113 eY1 0x8100 0x4081 0x430 126 "How I want to do it"...?
28 nq020403_msg0114 bY1 0x8100 0x4081 0x430 126 ...That's a big frown.
29 nq020403_msg0115 eY1 0x8100 0x4081 0x430 126 Huh...?
30 nq020403_msg0116 bY1 0x8100 0x4081 0x430 126 You're thinking too hard.
31 nq020403_msg0117 eY1 0x8100 0x4081 0x430 126 Oh... Am I?
32 nq020403_msg0118 1 0x8100 0x4081 0x430 126 Don't panic, we're in no hurry.
Just do whatever you think is right.
33 nq020403_msg0201 eY1 0x8100 0x4081 0x430 126 The lights float away...
34 nq020403_msg0202 eY1 0x8100 0x4081 0x430 126 They overflow from the body, like they've
been set free, from everything...
35 nq020403_msg0203 eY1 0x8100 0x4081 0x430 126 It looks so...beautiful.
36 nq020403_msg0204 eY1 0x8100 0x4081 0x430 126 I want to help these beautiful lights...
37 nq020403_msg0205 eY1 0x8100 0x4081 0x430 126 I want to lead their dance into
the sky, sparkling way up high.