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1 nq010106_msg0001 1 0x8100 0x4081 0x430 126 Find any Fourtune Clovers?
2 nq010106_msg0002 XX1 0x8100 0x10004081 0x430 126 Ah!
3 nq010106_msg0003 1 0x8100 0x4081 0x430 126 Carrie and the others
are worried about you.
4 nq010106_msg0004 XX1 0x8100 0x4081 0x430 126 ...So I guess she
told you everything.
5 nq010106_msg0005 XX1 0x8100 0x4081 0x430 126 I can't go back to them.
I'm worthless.
6 nq010106_msg0100 0x8100 0x4081 0x430 126 What will you say?
7 nq010106_msg0101 0x8100 0x4081 0x430 126 People need off-seers.
8 nq010106_msg0102 0x8100 0x4081 0x430 126 Why do you think that?
9 nq010106_msg0201 1 0x8100 0x4081 0x430 126 Colony 9 needs its off-seer.
10 nq010106_msg0202 XX1 0x8100 0x4081 0x430 126 Oh yeah? Well, nothing's
stopping you from coming back.
11 nq010106_msg0301 1 0x8100 0x4081 0x430 126 Why do you think that?
12 nq010106_msg0302 XX1 0x8100 0x4081 0x430 126 Because I can't do it.
I can't be an off-seer.
13 nq010106_msg0401 1 0x8100 0x4081 0x430 126 Look, Url-
14 nq010106_msg0402 XX1 0x8100 0x4081 0x430 126 Since I became the off-seer
in your place...
15 nq010106_msg0403 XX1 0x8100 0x4081 0x430 126 I sent off friends who died in battle,
with all honor and respect. But...
16 nq010106_msg0404 XX1 0x8100 0x4081 0x430 126 Everyone who died after the
Flame Clock was destroyed...
What were those lives for?
17 nq010106_msg0405 XX1 0x8100 0x4081 0x430 126 I felt so much pity for them I couldn't
stand it. All I could do was try not to
think of anything at all.
18 nq010106_msg0406 XX1 0x8100 0x4081 0x430 126 And when it got to that point,
I couldn't raise the motes
when I played the melody.
19 nq010106_msg0407 XX1 0x8100 0x4081 0x430 126 I can't... I can't send
them off properly.
20 nq010106_msg0408 XX1 0x8100 0x4081 0x430 126 I hid it from everyone in Colony 9,
but... The secret's out now. How can I
go back now?
21 nq010106_msg0500 0x8100 0x4081 0x430 126 How will you respond?
22 nq010106_msg0501 0x8100 0x4081 0x430 126 You should tap into a different emotion.
23 nq010106_msg0502 0x8100 0x4081 0x430 126 You want to go back to who you were?
24 nq010106_msg0601 1 0x8100 0x4081 0x430 126 You should find a different emotion
to tap into, like gratitude.
25 nq010106_msg0602 XX1 0x8100 0x4081 0x430 126 A different emotion?
I've never considered that.
26 nq010106_msg0603 1 0x8100 0x4081 0x430 126 Our role as off-seers is
to communicate emotion.
27 nq010106_msg0604 1 0x8100 0x4081 0x430 126 The off-seeing isn't the most important
part. It's managing to convey that emotion.
28 nq010106_msg0605 XX1 0x8100 0x4081 0x430 126 Noah...
29 nq010106_msg0701 1 0x8100 0x4081 0x430 126 Do you want to be the person
you were before?
30 nq010106_msg0702 XX1 0x8100 0x4081 0x430 126 Anything's better than being who
I am now, someone incapable
of making my friends happy.
31 nq010106_msg0703 1 0x8100 0x4081 0x430 126 You'd be going back to a role where
you see the dead off every day.
32 nq010106_msg0704 XX1 0x8100 0x4081 0x430 126 ...I...
33 nq010106_msg0705 1 0x8100 0x4081 0x430 126 Your feelings aren't necessarily wrong.
But you've been delivered from the war.
You no longer need to kill others.
34 nq010106_msg0801 1 0x8100 0x4081 0x430 126 You have to find your own
answer, starting now.
35 nq010106_msg0802 1 0x8100 0x4081 0x430 126 But instead of suffering alone,
why not talk to Colony 9
about your feelings?
36 nq010106_msg0803 XX1 0x8100 0x10004081 0x430 126 ...
37 nq010106_msg0901 I 0x8100 0x4081 0x430 126 There's no need for you to bear
the burden of this change alone.
38 nq010106_msg0902 XX1 0x8100 0x2A04081 0x430 126 Commander...
39 nq010106_msg1001 XX1 0x8100 0x4081 0x430 126 You're probably right, Noah.
40 nq010106_msg1002 XX1 0x8100 0x4081 0x430 126 But it'll take courage to confess
everything to the whole of Colony 9...
First I'll talk to Carrie.
41 nq010106_msg1003 1 0x8100 0x4081 0x430 126 That's a good idea.