msg_cq010701

1 cq010701_0030 0x8100 0x4081 0x430 124 Hey, Crys? Tell me something.
2 cq010701_0040 0x8100 0x4081 0x430 124 Back then on that day,
why did you look so sad?
3 cq010701_0050 0x8100 0x4081 0x430 124 Which day?
4 cq010701_0060 0x8100 0x4081 0x430 124 The day of Homecoming.
In Colony 14.
5 cq010701_0070 0x8100 0x4081 0x430 124 Ahh.
6 cq010701_0080 0x8100 0x4081 0x430 124 I see. So that's how I looked to you then.
7 cq010701_0090 0x8100 0x4081 0x430 124 The others looked so happy.
8 cq010701_0095 0x8100 0x4081 0x430 124 And the soldier, he was so pleased about it.
9 cq010701_0100 0x8100 0x4081 0x430 124 But not you.
10 cq010701_0110 0x8100 0x4081 0x430 124 I think...
11 cq010701_0115 0x8100 0x4081 0x430 124 he probably felt content.
12 cq010701_0120 0x8100 0x4081 0x430 124 Content?
13 cq010701_0130 0x8100 0x4081 0x430 124 He had lived through it all.
14 cq010701_0135 0x8100 0x4081 0x430 124 Fought hard.
15 cq010701_0140 0x8100 0x4081 0x430 124 And in serving his Colony,
16 cq010701_0145 0x8100 0x4081 0x430 124 he found purpose.
17 cq010701_0150 0x8100 0x4081 0x430 124 I find...it's quite a tragic thing.
18 cq010701_0160 0x8100 0x4081 0x430 124 But why? I mean, it was time
for him to return Home.
19 cq010701_0170 0x8100 0x4081 0x430 124 What do you think that entails?
20 cq010701_0180 0x8100 0x4081 0x430 124 Huh?
21 cq010701_0190 0x8100 0x4081 0x430 124 Reaching your life's expiry date?
22 cq010701_0195 0x8100 0x4081 0x430 124 Surviving through so many battles?
23 cq010701_0200 0x8100 0x4081 0x430 124 Well, I...
24 cq010701_0210 0x8100 0x4081 0x430 124 Do you honestly believe...he was happy
to disappear for such trivial reasons?
25 cq010701_0220 0x8100 0x4081 0x430 124 That his smile belied no doubt?
26 cq010701_0230 0x8100 0x4081 0x430 124 To me,
27 cq010701_0235 0x8100 0x4081 0x430 124 he looked ready to cry.
28 cq010701_0240 0x8100 0x4081 0x430 124 Huh...
29 cq010701_0250 0x8100 0x4081 0x430 124 Being unable to choose his end,
30 cq010701_0255 0x8100 0x4081 0x430 124 merely accepting what comes next.
31 cq010701_0260 0x8100 0x4081 0x430 124 Crys...
32 cq010701_0270 0x8100 0x4081 0x430 124 There's no joy in a contrived death,
33 cq010701_0275 0x8100 0x4081 0x430 124 Noah.